♥Zhao Hua Tan

2012-01-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR'12!

Bjorn went with us to 拜年 too! :D

Daddy.

XUAN XUAN!

JIEJIE!

MY AWESOME COUSIN: GAN!

MEET MY CUTE & AWESOME UNCLE! : GREGORY!

LAOBU!

新年快乐!

2012-01-23T15:58:00.001+08:00

20/january/2012

Headed back to damai to watch CNY performance with bilson than headed to tm to watch 小孩不坏.

it's an awesome movie! CATCH IT AND SPOT JAZMIN!

Early Reunion dinner with kiapong , zhongying , josef, donovan & darren.

♥ isn't back yet ):

*my face*

missing ♥ badly ):

2012-01-09T10:38:00.000+08:00

To the perfect boy ,

thank you for entering my life,

accompanied me through all those difficulties.

stand strong with me through all the hard times.

being there for me all the time.

protected me well,

love me well,

took good care of me.

thankyou <3!

i'm so glad ive met you.

i love you not for who you are but who i am when i'm with you.

2012-01-07T20:29:00.000+08:00

2012-01-07T10:02:00.000+08:00

Dear you,

i know you still reads my blog.

it had past so many years alrdy, the best decision is to let go & move on.

i'm not trying to be cruel.

but after all these years of leaving i'm really tired.

it's just that no one left your life like you did to mine,

so you didnt know how much it hurts.

i'm leading a very fine & good life now.

i hope you do too.

takecare & happy belated birthday (:

2012-01-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

为什么要时时刻刻提醒自己不能越过那个界线。

心却不停地说＂很喜欢你＂.

2012-01-01T12:34:00.000+08:00

New year resolution.

1) Be stronger .
2) learn to accept things the way it is even if I didn't like it.
3) choose the right type of friend
4) be smarter !!
5) score well for O's
6) be a better person!

So at the end of 2011, I wanna tell those who hate me / betrayed me / made use of me : I don't hate you , but i dont like you either . Yeah, I bear grudges so ? I've learnt my lesson which is to protect myself . But similarly I have to tell you this : FUCK YOU AND FYL! & to those whom I've hated , betrayed, Hurt , made use of , I'm deeply sorry. & I don't hate I dislike ! & to everyone , THANKYOU FOR ENTERING MY LIFE AND TEACHING ME NEW THINGS . Every new friend make is like having a new chapter of my life ! I learnt from my mistake and grew up from the pains ! Thank you all! And HAPPY NEW YEAR !

2011-12-26T20:57:00.001+08:00

2011 had been a really eventful year for me.

i've lost friends , but similarly i've made new friends too.

had to make lots of major decisions.

& ofcourse, my life did took a change.

so, in 2011, he'd came in and out of my life as and when he likes.
but at the end of 2011, i've learn to stop hanging on.
he'll just be a memory i've had.
it's hard and difficult to come to this decision.
but i guess, i'm happy that i've decided on it (:

people i wanna thank:

my parents.

they've brought me up.

taught me life skills.

whenever i'm hungry no matter what time it is, they'll get me food.

whenever i'm in trouble, they'll be there for me.

standing up for me.

grandma.

she's the one that brought me up since young.

fed me well.

showered me with care and concern which no other people had.

my ever most spastic sister.

she always gives the best solution to all my problems!

gan.

most awesome cousin i ever have.

korkor.

my singing k partner!!!! :D

gregory.

my dearest uncle. cute and awesome !

photos of me :

ps:/ i wanted to post this on 31st dec but i'll be working so i had to do this on today (my only free day).

hope your had fun reading ! :D

2011-12-19T22:50:00.003+08:00

是我勇敢太久决定为你一个人而活　不能说出口　那么折磨

2011-12-19T18:27:00.000+08:00

WEDDING DINNER 18/12/11

2011-12-12T01:45:00.001+08:00

PROM NIGHT'11!

i'm so glad to be able to see my friends again! ((;

miss them all super super much!

ESPECIALLY KHALIESAH!! ):

haha! fun night !

and once again, thanks kiapong tang, bilson tan for sending me home (:

-HEELS KILLS-

2011-12-12T01:43:00.002+08:00

Celebrated Kiapong's 16th birthday at SENTOSA with josef, jensen, kiapong, zhongying, donovan! :D

it all voice down to 1 word : FUN!!!!!

hahaha! ive made sandwich! NICE SANDWICHES K! :D

HAHAHA!

GUESS WHAT? i wore boots to a beach. *FML*

I MADE THE SANDWICHES KAY!!!!

not much photos cause we were busy playing ! HAHAHA.

after sentosa we went to 85 market and eat! (:

chatted and found out alot of stuff.

heartpain but true stuff (:

oh wells, life. :D

BUT I'M STILL LOVING IT.

cause many others cherishes me (:

anyway, i went home with a shattered heart.

but i saw this on my table,

alrights alrights! i know i just changed my iphone 4!

but still, it was earlier agreed that everyone in the family will get a 4s!

and the 4 will be daddy's spare phone!

so ppl, DONT JUDGE ME.

hahaha. but it didnt make it feel any better.

talked to daddy the whole night.

THAT MADE ME FELT BETTER (:

i'm so thankful i have such a great dad.

thankyou daddy.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY KIAPONG TANG ! (:

thankyou for always being there for me whenever i am down or whenever i needed someone.

you always protected me well, treated me well, cared for me ! (: i'm so bless and thankful

to have you as my friend. the past 4 years i've never regreted knowing you. you've taught me

alot of stuff, taught me how to take care of myself etc! ((; thankyou! and the msg you've sent me last night

i'm super touched and thankful. i always feel better with you around! thank you for being such and awesome

friend! hope you've enjoyed the birthday celebration!! :D AND YOU ARE AS OLD AS ME NOW. SO STOP

SAYING I'M OLD AH!! LOL. lastly, happy sweet 16th (:

2011-12-12T01:42:00.001+08:00

hello aden!

i know you'll be reading this! hahaha !

just wanna thank you for being there when i'm breaking apart!

waiting for me to fall asleep before you go to sleep everynight!

drew a portrait of me !

always accompanying me through the day!

getting worried for me when i'm sick!

and even wanted to watch drama with me though you don't understand!

those little things that you've did, i'm seriously touched!

and yeap, you thought me to cherish ppl who cherishes me and not those who don't even bother to.

thankyou. though i'm still kinda like learning and stuff,

but i believe i'll get hold of it and move on with life w/o hurting anymore (:

thankyou boy! (:

i'm glad i get to know you ! :D

2011-12-12T01:42:00.000+08:00

HELLO EARTHLINGS!

i know i hadn't been blogging for some time :/

i'm sorry alrights!

but i promise i'll do at least 4 post tonight k!

SO READ ON PPL :D

so,

i shall start off with my Taiwan trip! :D

I had to say this, the timing which i went for the trip is really bad ):

so ppl , an advice! (if you wanna go taiwan go during summer season! )

so i went during the winter season

and shopping for clothings = ZERO ):

and it rained and rained and rained.

and i got fever on the 2nd night of the trip! (dying to go home at that time)

*FML*

but after all, I GOT GOOD SHOTS *HAPPY*

AND AND AND ! THERE'S A HELLO KITTY WHOLESALE SHOP I WENT !

*faint!*

MY BEST BUY FROM TAIWAN!! :D

i'll let pictures do the talking from now alrights ! :D

*WARNING TO JENSEN.CHOO, YOU'LL PROLLY DIE CAUSE OF JEALOUSY OF THE PHOTOS*

MUHAHAHAHA.

-DAY ONE-

we actually took a quick bite at the airport first!

and came across this cute fish soy sauce for sushi!

than whatsapp jensen and he tell me he knew it since he's in primary school.

*I FEEL LIKE A SUAKU! *

reached taipei around midnight 1am+?

so, we just turned in for the night !

-DAY 2-

BREAKFAST!

CHIO PINK TRAIN!

this boy is so cute!! LOOK HE SMILED (:

*heart melts!*

than he kissed goodbye to us!

AWWWW!

their train tickets!

Taipei 101!

memorial hall! and they have this changing of guard ceremony everyhour!

*spot the bee!*

apparently, their guards DONT blink!!!

winner shot of the day!

-DAY 3-

-DAY 4-

i actually went for 6 days! but i don't know why my pictures ended at 4! it should end at day 5!

i might have mixed them up!

hahaha! anyways, still hope your had fun reading ! :D

*JENSEN CHOO, ARE YOU DYING CAUSE OF JEALOUSY NOW ? LOLLOLLOL*

2011-12-01T23:57:00.001+08:00

jensen's josef's jianhao's birthday celebration today! :D

haha! though for jensen's its kinda late.

but better than never right ? :D :D

hahaha! gonna fly to taiwan tmr alrdy ):

i'll miss everyone alright :D

Aden,

HELLO.

here's your post ! :D

Continue staying cool and awesome alright :D

take care of yourself too!

2011-11-29T16:00:00.000+08:00

Alrights, i know it's been a looooonnnnnggggg time since i've last blog.

had been really busy after o's working at events ! ):

i'll promise to blog more often alrights ! :D

so continue reading this tiny space!

anyway, went for a shopping trip ystd with aaron & co!

*not all photos are taken by me . ~~most~~ all artistic shots are by jensen choo ! *

-LOL-

2011-10-05T17:09:00.000+08:00

Decided to blog before i actually start mugging.

Anyway, life as a student is really tiring and hectic ):

hopefully all these hardwork i've put in will be paid off!

o's in 2?3? weeks time.

-i don't bother to count already. it's just too little time-

Alrights, shouldn't be blogging for the next few week ):

so, GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE TAKING O'S and N'S . :D

-on a small small note, daddy bought me a new wallet-

HAHAHA!

2011-10-03T23:19:00.001+08:00

Decided to love my self more.

2011-09-26T19:00:00.002+08:00

““下一页的我会去哪里有多大的勇气”

2011-09-24T00:42:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Alex's 18th birthday today at aston! :D

Ps:/ chubby bunny is fun!

世事无绝对。看开点吧。

2011-09-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRIMALIA!!!

-BORDERS HAVE 50% SALE @ PARKWAY!!!-

*FAINT*

2011-09-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

Days when i was still so tiny.

2011-09-09T20:33:00.000+08:00

Dearest daddy,

I Love You.

2011-09-08T20:25:00.000+08:00

2011-09-08T12:25:00.000+08:00

People chose to love from a distance.

But are people really able to take all the pains?

pains upon seeing them with someone they love,

pains upon seeing them unhappy cause of someone the love.

i guess, people should really love themselves more.

cause there are others loving you too.

Take a step back and breathe.

Look around. there might be another pair of eyes looking at you just like how you look at the person you love.

and the conclusion i've made for myself,

i'm willing to give up and to let go.

i may not be able to let go completely,

but i've made a promise to myself :

Not to let it affect or hurt me anymore.

Cause there are many others who cared and loved me more than he does.

ohwells, my daddy loves me.

And i'm grateful that god gave me such a sweet and awesome dad.

People i wanna thank:

Ahmama. She showered me care and love which nobody else ever had.

Daddy, mummy, and my ever most spastic sister.

Best, yet good to bully cousin. Gan.

& ofcourse. korkor. my singing partner.

2011-09-05T14:38:00.000+08:00

Just had lunch with Bilson, Mohan, Kiapong at petal mac! :D

Bilson scratched me ):

Accompanied Kiapong & Bilson to cut hair !

Bilson Before haircut!

Bilson after haircut!

Kiapong after haircut!

ohhs. i cut my fringe too! :D

but not at the same shop as them!

alrights, i know it's not much difference!

but it's shorter!!!

2011-09-04T16:05:00.000+08:00

Alrights, a small small small confession.

dad bought me a dslr.

Oh wells, i know i already have my lumix and it's kinda new.

But! Dslr is still different right! heees.

Why two and not one?

cause 1 for me and the other for my sis.

why can't share?

cause we'll box each other.

as simple as that (:

Anyway, I've decided to clean my room today!

It's spick and span now ! :D

Before

AFTER

2011-09-02T19:20:00.001+08:00

潘嘉麗 - 說不哭

awesome song. credits to 6163 :D

-overdue photos-

Family dinner

Teachers day celebration 2011 @ damai

Teachers day celebration 2011 @ eunos pri

2011-08-27T22:42:00.000+08:00

爱情让我伤痕累累. 痛苦不堪.

2011-08-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

celebrated jiujiu's + jingxuan's birthday last saturday! :D

2011-08-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

when i keep quiet, it doesn't means that i agree with you.

it just means that I'm mature enough to ignore your bitchyness :D

2011-08-12T19:21:00.000+08:00

-deleting painful memories in process-

2011-08-12T19:05:00.002+08:00

2011-08-11T16:29:00.000+08:00

seems too good to be true.

2011-08-10T13:26:00.002+08:00

Had a super fun and awesome national day celebration with
LEE YAN QI, WEIKEONG, WEISIANG, BILSON, XIHAO, ZHENYU

2011-08-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

Fun national day celebration in school!

2011-08-01T22:32:00.001+08:00

Goodbye july, hello august.

Dear august, please be good (:

-an amazing story.

I had three friends. Eric, Cathlyn, Carol.

Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school.

Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish.

Carol was just one of those plain and average girls .

Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric.

Cathlyn didn’t have to do anything to attract Eric.

For she was already attractive enough.

Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care.

Carol wasn’t ugly at all.

In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant.

But she wasn’t a cheerleader, she didn’t wear spaghetti-straps or tubes.

So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn.

For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl.

While Cathlyn was labele d as the cool and attractive type.

Eric always insulted Carol.

Telling her what a ‘Plain Jane’ she was.

And how dumb she looked.

Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt and useless.

That’s life. Carol never gave up though.

She wanted to prove something to Eric.

She wanted to prove that looks aren’t everything.

She studied hard, really hard.

She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her.

But she never forgot Eric.

Everyday, she put a red rose in Eric’s locker.

Always with the same words.

‘I care for you, and I always will’

Because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time.

Eric began to realise.

How dumb he had been.

His beloved girlfriend, Cathlyn.

Was flirting with other guys.

He regretted for choosing the wrong girl.

Cathlyn broke up with Eric later.

For she had found a wealthier guy.

Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb.

He went to look for Carol.

He knelt on his knees, and said.

“Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?”

Carol rejected him, much to everyone’s surprise.

She only uttered these words.

“You’ve suffered a great loss, so I don’t want you to face another one”

Eric felt disappointed.

He didn’t understand a word that she said to him.

But they became good friends.

Did everything together.

Eric began to change into someone better.

Because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before.

His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way.

They just accepted him for his looks.

But Carol accepted him for himself .

She changed him.

Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday.

With the same words. She never forgot.

One day, Carol didn’t turn up in school.

She didn’t come for a week.

At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family.

Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them.

But one day. He received a call from the General Hospital.

Saying that Carol was about to die.

She had been suffering from cancer.

But Carol forbade them from telling him.

Because she didn’t want Eric to worry about her.

But now that she was about to die.

She wanted to see Eric for the last time.

Eric rushed to the hospital.

When he saw how weak Carol was.

Tears began rushing down his cheeks.

He whispered.

“Why didn’t you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?”

She looked at him . And smiled weakly at him.

“When I said that I didn’t want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this. I didn’t want to tell you because I didn’t want you to worry. I wanted to spend my last days with you cheerfully.” Eric looked at her.

“You can’t leave me!” he said.

“What will I be without you?”

“You’ll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that. Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing.”

“Yes?” “I love you” And she died. Eric screamed.

He still couldn’t accept Carol’s death.

He had only spent a month with Carol.

A month. But Carol changed his life in a way.

A way that no one could ever explain. He regretted.

But he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven.

Sometimes We just don’t appreciate those people who really care for us.

Until they leave us. Until we lose them. Then we regret.

Outer beauty doesn’t matter; it’s the inner one that counts.

It’s better to tell someone how much you love them.

Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them.

You’ll regret Love is. When we fight till the very last minute.

Just to show and tell someone how much we love them.

2011-07-31T18:26:00.000+08:00

3 awesome hour of relieving stress with daddy. (:

2011-07-30T12:35:00.001+08:00

2011-07-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

2.PISSED.

People should stop being unappreciative. People should stop giving empty promises even if it's a verbal one.

2011-07-28T20:53:00.000+08:00

你唯一犯的错是比谁都疼我
害怕我难过才不离开我

2011-07-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

whatever the end results will be, i'll accept it and deal with it.

2011-07-23T21:29:00.001+08:00

2011-07-23T17:25:00.000+08:00

yesterday, A SUPER HUGE MOTH FLY INTO MY HOUSE.

When i was screaming and running around,

my sis went forward to take a super close up shot of it O:

2011-07-20T22:03:00.001+08:00

I AM A HAPPY GIRL (:

2011-07-17T18:29:00.000+08:00

DADDY SUCKED IN HIS TUMMY ! MAD CUTE.

humans..

only cherish when they know they are gonna lose it.

2011-07-17T13:39:00.000+08:00

Surprised birthday celebration at the zoo!

By MY PRETTY AWESOME BABES. (;

PS:/ THANKS CHIA CHIN WEI & WEIRUOLAN. FOR THE MOST AWESOME BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION I EVER HAVE.

2011-07-17T13:16:00.002+08:00

Sweetest 16th birthday ever.

yes people, I'm finally 16 years old now. which means I'm entitled to watch NC 16 legally!

which also means, i have to grow up and no more tantrum throwing ):

PS 1:/ SWEETEST THING ON EARTH: WHEN YOU HAVE THE MOST AWESOME FRIENDS

CRACKING THEIR HEAD THINKING HOW TO GIVE YOU A SURPRISE!

15/july/2011.

PS 2:/ SPECIAL THANKS TO : Aaron Lee, Alex Lee, Kiapong. T, Jensen Choo, Jin soon.P, Zhong Ying L, Jian Hao G, Josef Koh, Donovan Lee.

2011-07-12T16:57:00.002+08:00

眼里总有太多泪
不停拉扯

2011-07-10T21:55:00.000+08:00

in a blink of an eye,

the weekend ended ):

2011-07-07T23:20:00.004+08:00

how strong ~~are you gonna be~~

could i be?